Shadows of My Past

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Shadows of my past

Following me into the twilight

Forever leaving an imprint on my days

Sometimes pulling me back

Leaving a note of melancholy on my soul

Only the melody of your love pulls me through

A light in the darkness of this world

You are the Way, the Truth and the Light

Showing this sinner a worth that was lost

Leading my steps forward on this path of my life

You are my Shepard

Into your arms I will go

Leaving these shadows of my past


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In Your Eyes

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Glancing into your eyes

I see the beauty of that girl I fell for so long ago

A look that I almost lost

Mistakes and miscues I had made

Left me with a unthinkable cost

I know that all is not perfect

But I will love you with no regrets

Looking at your eyes I know the way back

Your heart I shall ever protect

Never taking for granted that which you have given

By your side I shall ever stand

Until the end and I am holding God’s mighty hand

You are my heavenly gift

Within your eyes my heart shall never be adrift

You are my love, my life, my one and only


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What I Have in You

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A smile upon your face

A twinkle from your eyes

The warmth from your embrace

The Softness of your caress

Passion dripping from your lips

Happiness is what I have from you

My love and heart are forever true

A journey through life we share

No one else will ever do

With you is all I want

Together forever

In this life and the next we will always be

 

 

 

Blue

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What do you do when the one you love is sad and blue

How do you make the hurt stop

Telling them it will be ok

Won’t take the pain away

A hug, a kiss or a look

Will this help today

Just being there for them

It is what I try to do

Inside I feel a failure

However I shall never give up

Never go away

I will love you each day

Until those blues are a memory left in the past

My love for you is what will last

 

Darkness Into Light

 

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Lost in the night

 

Hidden from your sight

 

A thief comes to snatch away your soul

 

Sadness he leaves

 

Uncertainty it breeds

 

Dreams created that leave you morose

 

When you awake

 

You’re left with heartache

 

Looking for the light

 

Needing help with this fight

 

Upon the Lord your hope rests

 

Grace and mercy He provides when you confess

 

Upon Him you can rely

 

To take that tear away from your eye

 

Taking the darkness out of the night

 

Make your way into His light

 

In Remembrance

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Life so full of hope

A future so bright

So many lives did he touch

Smiles to all he met

Jokes and laughter staples in his life

Surrounded by friends until the end

A young man’s life cut short

We will never know why

God has a plan for all his children

Not only here but in heaven above

He is now an angel looking down

A light for those who knew him

His memory will never fade from our hearts

A young man who resides with God above

A world full of the hearts he touched below

Today we cry

Tomorrow we mourn

Down the road our paths will meet once more


In remembrance of a young man who we knew from a boy, who’s life was tragically cut short.  Rest In Peace…


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No Other

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Silky smooth

Soft to my touch

Velvety under my fingers

As I caress your body

Heat elevating between us

Steam is rising

An eruption of volcanic proportions

When I feel your body next to mine

Sweetness of honey

Dripping its nectar

Delicious to my taste

Your lips as they touch mine

Gazing into heaven

Connecting our two souls

Unable to look away

As I glimpse into your eyes

Our bodies made for one another

Perfected by God to be as one

No other is meant for me

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Reintroduction of A Soldier’s Walk

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I just wanted to say thank you first to all of you out there that have taken the time to read my writings. When I first started this blog, I didn’t know what to expect or whether I would be able to even write anything. My experience with writing anything was an occasional letter to someone and writing Papers in High School and College (A long time ago for both). I am what you would have called at the time, a failed husband, a self-prescribed underwhelming father and just going through the motions of life. I was really dead inside and was lost at how to get out of it. My wonderful wife, who I almost lost due to this absence I had allowed into our marriage is the one who lead me into this world. She has been blogging for around 3 years and I must say is an amazing writer. See her blog here; https://puttingmyfeetinthedirt.com/ . I won’t go into her journey with her blog, but let’s just say my absence in our marriage was behind some of her writings. I didn’t know a thing about poetry beyond maybe Dr. Seuss books. I just knew I had so much bottled up inside of me. I was never one who was good with emotions, I just bottled them up and stuffed them deep down inside. With writing this blog I have found a freedom to express a lot of these emotions not only through my writing, but in my life. Over these last few months I have been on a journey that was to win the heart of my wife back. I know this is not a journey with an end, but something I need to do every day.

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A majority of my writing has been inspired on my feelings towards my lovely wife. I hope this journey may inspire others to know that it is never too late to fight for what is right, no matter what it may be. I know a lot of you were surprised to find out that ~ M and I were husband and wife. It was a decision made mutually between us to hide that fact until we knew was the right time. I have learned a lot about myself through this blogging adventure and reading and interacting with so many of you have really made a lasting imprint on my life. I am amazed by all the talent I see through so many of you and am inspired by it. Again I want to just reintroduce myself and say hello and thank you for coming along on this journey with me.


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Today

Today I had a good day.

The Sun shown through the cracks in the shutters

A glint light upon my eyes

Awake to the world around,

I feel your presence near to me

Your breath comes so evenly

I move myself closer to you

To feel you awakens my soul

I nestle my body next to yours

You stir for second

Closer we become entwined as one

I see your face and soak it all in

The radiance it shines out does the Sun

I hold you near not wanting to wake

Enjoying the sound of your gentle breath

To wake in your arms is all I desire

To hold my love so close is such joy

My heart full of passion

My soul full of you

Today was a good day before it really happened.

 

This is my first attempt at poetry and I write it out to the love of my life, who has inspired me to become so much more.  Love you Babe…


This is the first poem i really ever wrote. Hope you enjoy my first poem from my blog.

 

Tears

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Tears falling to the ground

Tears you have shed all around

Tears you cry in the lonely times

Tears in the sad times too

Over the years so many tears

Times of trouble

Times of strife

Cried for times that you have felt alone

A heart filled with so many tears

Wishing I could hold each of your tears in my hands

Take them into the sunlight

Let the sun shine through them

Exposing the rainbow inside each of your tears.


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